oy oy

I'm on unemployment, single, sober and not smoking, what could be better? I hope you die

whats left (thoughts on thoughts)

These drinks go down like water
Its all bright lights from the floor
You can’t go lower than where you
Just when you thought that’s where you’d been

My body feels so sick
My thoughts are poisonous
You don’t want to taste this fear
You don’t want this at all my dear

For once I stand alone
Standing by myself outside the door
A smile and a wave won’t do
I need you to hold me close
And tell me there’s something left inside here

An empty cavern I call a chest
Nothing but pain and weakness
Where am I left
What have I left

I’m holding on but barely now
You say your prayers under breath
Why would this be aloud
No one knows and no one asks

Now I can’t stand alone
Outside in this fucking cold
I need you to hold me close
And tell me there’s something left inside me

knee cap

oh yeah

i was cleaning up my ollie to fakies on the quarterpipe down at the UTF and i fractured my knee cap when i fell, now i have to wear a brace and can't let my knee bend for like 5 weeks, it sucks, i'm going through skating withdrawls like an addict. It's gross to because when i walk/hobble my knee has a bunch of fluid over the cap and it literally feels like jello jiggles on my knee every step i take, i'll try and get pics of the actual knee but i have some shitty xrays from the walk in clinic they took new better ones, but i havent got them yet.....

long time

i havent posted in a long time

anyways i found my sketchbook and got the will power to scan the shit i drew onto my comp

so heres some of it

dang

i haven't posted for awhile
like 5 people might read this anyways
lots of new shit, got a GF who's hella cool
haha so not lots of new shit
1 thing
but hey, what the fuck have you done?
mmh so new pics and stories soon
because i know people read my stories like a bible
fuck